Sunday, July 26, 2015

Go Out!













Sermon Notes - July 6, 2015


It’s said you can never go home.  Returning home can be risky business.  This August my high school class is holding our 40th reunion.  I have debated about going, I probably won’t.  I recognize that I will want to impress those people I knew so long ago.  I will want to inflate my importance, my accomplishments.  I’ll enlarge those long ago months of working for Jimmy Buffett.  I’ll recount how I’ve lived in Southern California and Nashville (not the little coastal community of Cardiff near San Diego, and Spring Hill, a Podunk town very different from sophisticated Nashville)  I may mention how I used to help produce the Dove awards, but will emphasize my one year of working on the CMA’s and met , Hugh Jackman, he even kissed me on the cheek.  And now I work on “Music Row” leaving the glitzy arena of concerts and award shows for the admirable job of helping to bring a revolutionary music curriculum to our public schools.

I might even share how I’m seeking ordination in the Anglican Mission.   But I probably wouldn’t say that Jesus saved me.  That even though there was a time in high school when I was telling them about Jesus,  the artsy liberal girl they knew  wasted the next 4 – 5 years of her life with rock and roll, alcohol and drugs and needed saving.  That I am alive because of a God who saw me, and brought his light and love to my broken heart.  And that he will do that for them too.

Unlike Jesus, I want to impress. (even you guys)  I want them to like me, think I’m still cool.  I don’t want to risk judgment or rejection.  And I often think that this inclination disqualifies me from being used by Jesus.  When I am more holy, more like Him, then I can share the gospel.
In today’s verses in Mark we see Jesus returning to his hometown.

Mark 6:1 - 6
He went away from there and came to his hometown, and his disciples followed him. 2 And on the Sabbath he began to teach in the synagogue, and many who heard him were astonished, saying, “Where did this man get these things? What is the wisdom given to him? How are such mighty works done by his hands? 3 Is not this the carpenter, the son of Mary and brother of James and Joses and Judas and Simon? And are not his sisters here with us?” And they took offense at him. 4 And Jesus said to them, “A prophet is not without honor, except in his hometown and among his relatives and in his own household.” 5 And he could do no mighty work there, except that he laid his hands on a few sick people and healed them. 6 And he marveled because of their unbelief.

"We see, in the first place, how apt men are to undervalue things with which they are familiar  Jesus said A prophet is not without honor, except in his hometown… Never had any place on earth such privileges as Nazareth. For thirty years the Son of God resided in this town, and went to and fro in its streets. For thirty years He walked with God before the eyes of its inhabitants, living a blameless, perfect life. But it was all lost upon them. They were not ready to believe the Gospel, when the Lord came among them and taught in their synagogue. They would not believe that one whose face they knew so well, and who had lived so long, eating, and drinking, and dressing like one of themselves, had any right to claim their attention. They were "offended at Him."

We see, in the second place, how humble was the rank of life which our Lord condescended to occupy before He began His public ministry. The people of Nazareth said of Him, in contempt, "Is not this the carpenter?"
This is a remarkable expression, and is only found in the Gospel of Mark. It shows us plainly that for the first thirty years of His life, our Lord was not ashamed to work with His own hands. There is something marvelous and overwhelming in the thought! He who made heaven, and earth, and sea, and all that therein is--He, without whom nothing was made that was made--the Son of God Himself, took on Him the form of a servant, and "in the sweat of His face ate bread," as a working man. This is indeed that "love of Christ that passes knowledge." Though He was rich, yet for our sakes He became poor. Both in life and death He humbled Himself, that through Him sinners might live and reign for evermore."

By  JC Ryle – Priest and Anglican Bishop of Liverpool, a man born with wealth and opportunity, at 21 protracted a lung disease and during his long convalescence began reading the bible and came to faith, at 25 he became a priest after his family fortune was lost.  His first two wives died young and he was widowed twice by age 43. His best and most fruitful years of ministry took place after age 64.

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Jesus was rejected because they were astonished by the words that he said, how could He be wise, do the works He has done?  Jesus was rejected because of preconceived ideas of who they thought He was.

They took offense at Him. Their hearts were hard.

Our perception of who Jesus is will influence what we hear.  Here he refers to himself as a prophet. No doubt they had heard the stories that we read looking further back in Mark: Marks first words in Chapter 1 are “The beginning of the gospel of Jesus Christ, the Son of God. “ Upon Jesus baptism God the Father said that He is his son in whom he is pleased.  Jesus came into Galilee proclaiming the gospel. “The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel.” The unclean spirit in the man in the synagogue declared Jesus was the Holy One of God.  When walking through the grain fields and confronted by the Pharisees, Jesus referred to himself:  So the Son of Man is Lord even of the Sabbath.”  But they couldn’t get past what they thought they knew about Him.  Often we can't get past what we think we know about Jesus.

MARK 6:6b-13
And he went about among the villages teaching.
7 And he called the twelve and began to send them out two by two, and gave them authority over the unclean spirits. 8 He charged them to take nothing for their journey except a staff—no bread, no bag, no money in their belts— 9 but to wear sandals and not put on two tunics.10 And he said to them, “Whenever you enter a house, stay there until you depart from there. 11 And if any place will not receive you and they will not listen to you, when you leave, shake off the dust that is on your feet as a testimony against them.” 12 So they went out and proclaimed that people should repent. 13 And they cast out many demons and anointed with oil many who were sick and healed them.

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The apostles have been living and walking with Jesus.  They’ve heard him teach in the synagogues and to the crowds.  And they’ve been taught by Him apart from the group, He’s explained the parables to them, But even after living and walking with Jesus, hearing his teaching, seeing the miracles, when Jesus calms the raging sea the disciples ask  “who is this that the wind and sea obey him?”

And we know from stories further along in the gospels that they still have far to go.  They will quarrel about who is the greatest, they will fall asleep in the garden.  Peter will yet deny Jesus 3 times.  Thomas will not believe Jesus is resurrected until he touches his side.  But Jesus deems it the time to send them out. To spread the message.  To heal the sick, anointing with oil, and to cast out demons.

FATHER JOHN MCKINNAN says in his commentary on Mark 6:
The process adopted by Jesus was significant.  Firstly they had been with him and had observed his approach, and to a certain extent had been personally involved in his activity.  Jesus now took a further step in their formation.  He gave them responsibility to act without his being present.  Indeed human formation requires more than observation: it needs action. 
Jesus obviously trusted them.  Interestingly, they were not really ready for mission; they had so much still to learn. Yet their formation could happen only through their own activity, and through the questions that their activity would raise and make real for them.  It seems to be part of the human condition that learning occurs mainly in process.
Perhaps one aspect of the message of the Kingdom is that imperfection does not disqualify from mission or from responsibility.  Indeed, imperfection can proceed towards further growth only through the assumption of responsibility.  In the issues that matter, people are always out of their depth.  Jesus' own insight into the deepening nature of his mission was also a gradual process.
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When Jesus gave them instructions to go out, they did: “12 So they went out and proclaimed that people should repent. 13 And they cast out many demons and anointed with oil many who were sick and healed them.”

There’s no record of the 12 questioning him, or first setting their affairs in order.  Were they concerned that they would be judged or rejected?  We’re just told that they went out.

Jesus was very specific as to how they should go (cited from Lectionary.org):

Jesus sends out the twelve two-by-two. This strategy is powerful for three reasons:
• A partner bestows strength––"For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow; but woe to him who is alone when he falls, and doesn't have another to lift him up" (Ecclesiastes 4:10). Not only do partners protect each other from physical danger, but they also provide pleasant companionship and encourage each other in difficult circumstances.
• A second person lends credibility. Deuteronomy 15:19 requires two or three witnesses to convict a person of a crime, because a single witness is likely to make a mistake. For that same reason, one witness has less credibility than two––an important consideration when sending disciples to bear witness. Jesus could have sent them in groups of three, but two people are usually more effective than three. In a group of three, often two will bond with each other and will not fully accept the third person.
• A partner fosters accountability. A person is less likely to succumb to temptation when accompanied by a partner.
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"He commanded them that they should take nothing for their journey, except a staff only: no bread, no wallet, no money in their purse, but to wear sandals, and not put on two tunics" (vv. 8-9). Jesus tells the twelve to take nothing but a staff and sandals––no bread, no bag, no money, and only a single tunic. Jesus prohibits not only frivolous items, but essential ones as well. His requirements go beyond simplicity to reckless faith. The disciples are to proceed without adequate preparation, trusting local people for hospitality but, above all, trusting God to provide for their needs.

"Wherever you enter a house, stay there until you depart from there" (v. 10). The requirement for the disciples not to move from house to house serves two purposes: First, it prevents bad feelings among hosts who might be embarrassed if the disciples leave their home for better accommodations. Second, it prevents the disciples from being distracted by concern for their physical comfort.
Jesus is still sending us out to share the glorious good news.  The news that there is a God who created us, loves us, is with us and will never leave us.  He walked this earth as a man.  He knows our sorrows and sufferings. He knows rejection.  He has experienced them.  He died for us.  But the risen Christ has broken the power of sin and death, and although we live in a world still ravaged by the fall, He is making all things new.  He has brought us to repentance, He is making us new.  We are no longer citizens of this world, but citizens of the Kingdom of God, sons and daughters of the King .  As His children we can bring His healing to the world around us, we can vanquish the powers of darkness in His name.

What we’ve been given we need to pass along. 
Jesus is saying to us now.  Go Out.  Spread the gospel.  Be my agents of healing.
Don’t wait till you feel ready.  You’ll never reach that point.  In going, in serving, a mystery will happen.  Jesus will change us. 
Go in faith.  Go in weakness. 
Your words will not convert anyone. 
The power of the Holy Spirit, convicts, brings to repentance, brings salvation. 
Jesus mercifully and generously uses imperfect vessels such as us, to speak the words the Holy Spirit works through, to be the hands the Holy Spirit touches and heals through.
And He doesn’t call us to go alone.  He has placed us in a body of believers, family.  He has knit our hearts together in love.  We have walked through places of joy and pain together.  We pick each other up when we fall.  We testify to the truth of the gospel that we speak.
We know Jesus, Mary’s son, the carpenter, who we believe, by faith, is God Incarnate, Creator and Savior of the world.   In Him we live and move and have our being.  Today He is calling us to go out, go out and proclaim the Gospel of Christ and bring His healing to the world.

Tuesday, April 28, 2015

THE GOOD SHEPHERD: REST FOR A WEARY SOUL


WE ARE WEARY

Fr’s Brad and Shane have spoken the last couple of weeks about the struggles each of us have been facing. Many of us have been uncomfortable, a few of us have been close to despair.  

For myself I was frustrated, discouraged, and tired of waiting.  There are some pretty major life changes I’ve been praying about for sometime, and I desired to be obedient.  I thought God was going to move in a certain way in a certain time frame.  And He didn’t.  I was confused.  Then sad.  Then angry.

I am a sheep.  I am dumb.  and shortsighted.  and forgetful.  I’m prone to wandering.  And left to my own devices I will be devoured by the wolves.  I recently wandered, ever so carelessly away from the shepherd, and I felt the wolves nipping at my heels.  But I heard the voice of my shepherd, and as I turned, he whisked me up in to his arms.  Into His safety.


PSALM 23


Psalm 23 is so familiar.  Because of its familiarity we can miss the rich promises held within.

It is a psalm that is very dear to me. When our son Noah was born with a congenital heart defect, knowing we'd only have him here with us for a very short period of time, knowing the road we were on, I held onto the promise - yea tho I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I fear no evil for thou art with me. It sustained me through those days with him, then on to the months of grief.


The Lord is my Shepherd is the starting place.  If we know who our Shepherd is.


John 10: 11 - 16
11 I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep. 12 He who is a hired hand and not a shepherd, who does not own the sheep, sees the wolf coming and leaves the sheep and flees, and the wolf snatches them and scatters them. 13 He flees because he is a hired hand and cares nothing for the sheep. 14 I am the good shepherd. I know my own and my own know me, 15 just as the Father knows me and I know the Father; and I lay down my life for the sheep. 16 And I have other sheep that are not of this fold. I must bring them also, and they will listen to my voice. So there will be one flock, one shepherd.


He has laid down his life for us.


16 By this we know love, that he laid down his life for us, and we ought to lay down our lives for the brothers.  1 John 3:16


What a wondrous truth that the God of the universe would choose to identify himself as a Shepherd.  Through out history being a shepherd was a lowly occupation.  We see in Samuel that David the youngest of brothers was delegated to watch over the sheep. When Samuel came looking for the King amongst Jesse’s sons, all but David were present. It wasn’t until they were all rejected that Samuel asked if there was another, and he was told that “There remains yet the youngest, but behold, he is keeping the sheep”  


In Jesus time shepherds were a despised class because their work prevented them from keeping the ceremonial laws, and as they moved about the country it was common for them to be regarded as thieves.  They were considered unreliable and were not allowed to give evidence in the courts.


In The Treasury of David by Charles Spurgeon on Psalm 23/ Verse 1. "The Lord is my shepherd." What condescension is this, that the infinite Lord assumes towards his people the office and character of a Shepherd!


So Jesus the Messiah, Son of God sitting at the right hand of the Father having authority over heaven and earth chooses to be our shepherd, chooses to care for us...


He knows us.
He created us, we are his.
He knows us better than ourselves.
He calls us to himself.
He has come for us, wooed us to himself.
Our heart responds to his love.
We know his voice.  


When he saw the crowds, he had compassion for them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd.  Matthew 9:36


“What man of you, having a hundred sheep, if he has lost one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the open country, and go after the one that is lost, until he finds it? 5 And when he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders, rejoicing.6 And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and his neighbors, saying to them, ‘Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep that was lost." Luke 15:4-6


What does the Shepherd do?


HE BRINGS US TO HIS REST


The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures.
He leads me beside still waters.
3 He restores my soul.
He leads me in paths of righteousness
for his name’s sake.


I shall not want.  

It is a fact.  

Because Jesus is our Shepherd everything we NEED is provided. But sometimes that's not enough. He may not provide what we WANT.

And left on my own I am so easily distracted, I wander off.  
Or I resist being dependent and obedient so I try to make my own way and provide myself.  
We are inclined to starve ourselves in the presence of the Lord’s good provision.


He makes me lie down in green pastures.
Green pastures  - physical provision
or rest
or spiritual provision - feeding on the Word.  
He MAKES us lie down.  
We feed on what is good for us.  
We can rest.

Jesus brings restoration and renewal.


He has to make us lie down.  But when we submit, it is sweet and filling and restful.


And the Lord leads us beside these "still waters;" we could not go there of ourselves, we need his guidance. Therefore it is said, "he leadeth me."  At those still waters we find refreshment.  We need to drink of the living water that alone will satisfy.


When Jesus was speaking to the Samaritan woman at the well he said:
10 Jesus answered her, “If you knew the gift of God, and who it is that is saying to you, ‘Give me a drink,’ you would have asked him, and he would have given you living water.” 11 The woman said to him, “Sir, you have nothing to draw water with, and the well is deep. Where do you get that living water? 12 Are you greater than our father Jacob? He gave us the well and drank from it himself, as did his sons and his livestock.” 13 Jesus said to her, “Everyone who drinks of this water will be thirsty again, 14 but whoever drinks of the water that I will give him will never be thirsty again.The water that I will give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life.”


Those still waters are living waters, giving life.


Our shepherd desires to bless us.  He is attentive every moment.  He cares for us with great affection.


REST IN REFRESHMENT, REST IN HIS CARE IN HARD SEASONS


But in life storms come.  There are seasons of struggle and grief.  
He has led us to still waters, has he not also led us to this valley.


The psalm says:


Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.


Yea, though I walk," we still calmly walk with God. To walk indicates the steady advance of a soul which knows its road, knows its end, resolves to follow the path, feels quite safe, and is therefore perfectly calm and composed. (Spurgeon)


It is not "the valley of death," but "the valley of the shadow of death," for death in its substance has been removed, and only the shadow of it remains.


We know the care and character of our Shepherd.  We know he is faithful to protect.


The valley of the shadow of death, whether referring to our final walk through death to Jesus, Or symbolic of our times of suffering in life, we keep walking.  
We do not have to fear, 
Jesus love cast out all fear, 
and he has broken the power of sin and death.
He is with us,
His rod corrects us,
His staff directs us.  
We find comfort in His presence.   
He has prepared us for this journey, we just need to stay the course.  
Listen for his voice.  
He will lead us safely through.  and in the midst of it ...


You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies;
you anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.


Spurgeon says of these verses:
"Nothing is hurried, there is no confusion, no disturbance, the enemy is at the door, and yet God prepares a table, and the Christian sits down and eats as if everything were in perfect peace. Oh! the peace which Jehovah gives to his people, even in the midst of the most trying circumstances!"


Even in the midst of suffering Jesus welcomes us to a feast.  Even as he prepared for his arrest and crucifixion he celebrated the passover feast with his disciples.  He sat at the table and broke the bread and passed the wine as his enemies were gathering. He does this for us now.


"Thou anointest my head with oil." "May we live in the daily enjoyment of this blessing, receiving a fresh anointing for every day's duties. Every Christian is a priest, but he cannot execute the priestly office without unction, and hence we must go day by day to God the Holy Ghost, that we may have our heads anointed with oil." Spurgeon


In the old testament Anointing with oil is a sign of consecration, each priest was anointed. Sanctified and set apart for the priesthood. In the new testament Spiritual anointing with the Holy Ghost is conferred upon Christians by God.  Anointing "expresses the sanctifying influences of the Holy Spirit upon Christians who are priests and kings unto God.  


And it is God who establishes us with you in Christ, and has anointed us, and who has also put his seal on us and given us his Spirit in our hearts as a guarantee. 2 Corinthians 1:21 - 22   

So overwhelmed by the outpouring of love and grace and mercy David exclaims: “My cup overflows”


In the care of our shepherd there is an endless supply of blessing on our behalf.


Goodness and mercy follow him always—"all the days of his life"—the black days as well as the bright days, the days of fasting as well as the days of feasting, the dreary days of winter as well as the bright days of summer. Goodness supplies our needs, and mercy blots out our sins.  (Spurgeon)


He brings us safely home.


"And I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever."  

We know that this is certain because we are sons of God.  Jesus has gone to prepare a place for us.


Revelation 7:16 - 17

They shall hunger no more, neither thirst anymore;
the sun shall not strike them,
nor any scorching heat.
17 For the Lamb in the midst of the throne will be their shepherd,
and he will guide them to springs of living water,
and God will wipe away every tear from their eyes.”


So, where are you today?  

Is the Good Shepherd calling your name to bring you into the flock?

Have you wandered off and He is wooing you back?

Are you resting in His green pastures and by the still waters?

Are you walking through a valley?

In the midst of the valley are you feasting at the table He's prepared for you? Is your cup overflowing?
 
Can you say "Surely goodness and mercy will follow me all of the days of my life and I will dwell in His house forever?



Each week in a very tangible way we walk through this Psalm together as we gather.
We welcome our Good Shepherd and we acknowledge He is present.
We find rest and refreshment in His Word.
We are reminded He has overcome death and that he is with us in this life as we walk through its reverberating effects.
We feast at His table.
He reminds us He has set us apart, we are Holy.

By the end of the service our cup overflows in joy as we sing:


For us and for our salvation You came from heaven to earth
For love You carried the cross, crucified for the life of the world
Alleluia! What a Savior!
Alleluia!
PURCHASE


Thursday, April 9, 2015

Dad and Me, Thanksgiving 2013

The last days  
sweet and hard 
too many words, not enough time
One last hug
holding his hand till the very last
praying, constant praying
laughter and tears
quiet moments reading him the promises
death leads to life
but for us left behind there is a void

but a year has passed
trips to Publix on Sunday still make me sad
March madness reminds me of him
oh how he'd love Magnolia
and all of the great grand babies yet to come
and sometimes I just need my Dad

but he lives what I hope for
his faith has been made complete
he sees You face to face
and one day I will too

  

Saturday, February 14, 2015

We Are the Sheep of His Pasture

Jubilate Deo. Psalm c. 

O Be joyful in the Lord, all ye lands; serve the Lord with gladness, and come before his presence with a song. Be ye sure that the Lord he is God; it is he that hath made us, and not we ourselves; we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture. O go your way into his gates with thanksgiving, and into his courts with praise; be thankful unto him, and speak good of his Name. For the Lord is gracious, his mercy is everlasting: and his truth endureth from generation to generation. BCP 1928





I have been reading Far From the Madding Crowd by Thomas Hardy, the latest selection by my book group. Hardy has long been one of my favorite authors, and the audio version I'm listening to is delightful. The protagonist is a young farmer/shepherd Gabriel Oak. Much of the story revolves around his relationship with a beautiful young woman, Bathsheba Everdene. But throughout the novel we see Gabriel as the shepherd, the one skillfully, compassionately and lovingly caring for his flock. Early on Hardy describes his care of a newborn sheep:

"He returned to the hut, bringing in his arms a new-born lamb, consisting of four legs large enough for a full-grown sheep, united by a seemingly inconsiderable membrane about half the substance of the legs collectively, which constituted the animal's entire body just at present.

The little speck of life he placed on a wisp of hay before the small stove, where a can of milk was simmering. ... The lamb revived by warmth, began to bleat, and the sound entered Gabriel's ears and brain with an instant meaning, as expected sounds will. Passing from the profoundest sleep to the most alert wakefulness with the same ease that had accompanied the reverse operation, he looked at his watch, found that the hour-hand had shifted again, put on his hat, took the lamb in his arms, and carried it into the darkness. After placing the little creature with its mother he stood and carefully examined the sky, to ascertain the time of night from the altitudes of the stars."

Shepherds are ever mindful of their flock. Ever present, aware of their need. Rescuing those in distress. Caring for the weak, the lost, the broken, and returning them well and whole to the flock.

Jesus is our shepherd.

When he saw the crowds, he had compassion for them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd.  Matthew 9:36

I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep. 12 He who is a hired hand and not a shepherd, who does not own the sheep, sees the wolf coming and leaves the sheep and flees, and the wolf snatches them and scatters them. 13 He flees because he is a hired hand and cares nothing for the sheep. 14 I am the good shepherd. I know my own and my own know me, 15 just as the Father knows me and I know the Father; and I lay down my life for the sheep. 16 And I have other sheep that are not of this fold. I must bring them also, and they will listen to my voice. So there will be one flock, one shepherd.  John 10:11 - 16

“What man of you, having a hundred sheep, if he has lost one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the open country, and go after the one that is lost, until he finds it? And when he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders, rejoicing.And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and his neighbors, saying to them, ‘Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep that was lost." Luke 15:4-6

For the Lamb in the midst of the throne will be their shepherd,
and he will guide them to springs of living water,
and God will wipe away every tear from their eyes.” Revelation 7:17

We are like sheep. We need a shepherd. When we are lost we need found. When we are wounded, we need healing. When life is difficult we need His comfort. We always need his presence.

I Need Thee Every Hour
 Words: Annie Hawks

I need Thee every hour, most gracious Lord; 
No tender voice like Thine can peace afford.
I need Thee every hour, stay Thou nearby; 
Temptations lose their power when Thou art nigh.

I need Thee, O I need Thee;
O I need Thee every hour;
I need you Lord, O bless me now, 
My Savior, I come to Thee.

I need Thee every hour, in joy or pain; 
Come quickly and abide, or life is vain
I need Thee every hour, teach me Thy will; 
And Thy rich promises in me fulfill

I need Thee every hour, most Holy One; 
O make me Thine indeed, Thou blessed Son

I need Thee every hour, I need Thee every hour,
I need Thee every hour, I need Thee every hour.



And Jesus calls to us...
Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.  Matt 11:28

Today let's not despise our weakness, let's delight in our ever-present shepherd, resting in Him alone. Trusting in His care.